For some reason I was more nervous about today than I can ever remember. The butterflies seriously wouldnt go away. I had trouble falling asleep and when my normal 5:30 alarm went off I was up and didnt snooze the normal 40 mins.
I think part of it is that Ive gone through a pretty drastic change this past year. I think I am over the whole looking all alternative and hardcore thing. Punk is a mindset, not a closet. Not that I am punk or anything, but I like to think that I am a free thinker. But anyway, I cleaned myself up a lot with the straightened hair, which I try not to do too much because its damaging, then some makeup as well. I think it went over really well. It was subtle but worked. I felt pretty confident walking into school and seeing some people I havnt seen since June.
Got on the bus and had to sit with Jesse who was of course flying high as a kite. I listened to some Social D on the way to school. Its amazing how much the TrashCan kids have taken over my life, in a good way. Theyve directed me not only towards awesome music, but an awesome state of mind. I really appreciate it.
Cosmo was fun. Theres a lot of different types of people and although the final project is a haircut which to me is nothing I think I am going to learn a lot and I cant wait to get my hair played with. They are going to hate my dreads.
Gym was crazy, I only have Jordan Robbins which sucks but hes so nice. Math was stressful even though the teacher is awesome. Tim Hurley is in my class and we are equally bad at math. Bobo seemed to pinpoint my problem like the shrink he is and I cant wait to get some help. I think we will be the first to effectively improve my math skills. When I get help after school teachers always show me that missing link I need to complete the problem and they dont understand that recognizing that link is what I cant do.
Thats really it. It sucked coming back from votec and seeing Paul and Sam and soon to be Tim and Margaret on that bus. I think only having one friend in each class will help my focus a lot but at the same time having people I love around me makes life easier.
I think overall this year will be really relaxed and I cant wait for the ball to be rolling. And by that I mean Snow Club.